Lost in Translation Week 1

 So, I just spent the last hour or so, typing up an awesome post, and then, because Google has issues and belongs in a pit of flames right not, nothing got saved, and the... (takes deep breaths). The point being, Google has issues and someone needs to fix them. Now. Okay, on with the real information, what you actually came here to read, not my ramblings about Google mismanagement (grumbles).

So, about my project: I'm working on an exploration of memory and trauma in individuals and societies. My end results is projected right now to answer some kind of question about why PTSD, and other trauma-related mental disorders, to an extent,  seem to be so much more prevalent in today's society, compared with the ancient world. So, I get to take a glance through some primary source documents written in the original Latin, trying to find any mention of some kind of war exhaustion or reaction to conflict and traumatic events that could be grounds for modern diagnosis for PTSD.

And here is where I start worrying about translation, because Latin is hard and words are hard, so yeah...

My BASIS advisor is the amazing Dr. Williams. If you haven't met him yet, you should. He's really knowledgeable and cool and I would be totally lost without him helping me on this project.

My off-campus advisor is University of Arizona Professor Alison Futrell. She has already been a great help to me, and I want to thank her for her encouragement and mentorship. Thanks to Dr. Williams with helping me get in touch with her.

Professor Futrell is having me help her find evidence of women warriors in Latin texts and how they were portrayed, so I am looking forward to learning more about that at the same time I'm looking through the sources for evidence of war trauma.

I've been spending a good portion of my time reading and looking for books in the University of Arizona library. I have found so many good books, I felt embarrassed when I took them to the front desk to reserve them, it looked almost superfluous...

I was in wing 3A and was looking for a book, and guess what... I got to use the automated shelves! It took me a while to figure it out, but once I did, I felt really special pushing all those buttons that make those beeping noises. The system basically turns the lights on in the isle you are in once it's open and active and moves the shelves for you so you can get to the books.

This was basically me when I was using the shelves, except I was a little more frustrated because it was kind of dark and spooky there, and the lights weren't turning on, and there was this one shelf that wouldn't move because, surprise, it was the one non-automated shelf in that row... but no worries! I got the book and even figure out the library numbering system, which is really organized and surprisingly useful once you figure out that numbers with two places come before, not in the middle of, numbers that have three places.

I also am optimistic that I will stop getting lost in the Library and when I'm walking in the Union building, because for the first few days, I kept ending up in exactly the place I started from, when I was sure I was going the right direction. Maybe the trick is to stop walking like you have some kind of purpose, and just try not to look lost, because that's what seems to be starting to work.

I've been reading my source material a lot this week, as I said previously, but I have to give a shout out to Ms. Connolly. I have already come across discussion relating, by name, to works by Austen, Foucault, Freud, and Lacan, so I've been really excited because I still kind of get to do critical theory. I am really interested in the book titled Cultural Trauma and Collective Identity, which is the one that refers to Austen and Lacan at least a few times so far.

Since I have been spending a lot of time on campus though, the first thing that struck me was that the stereotype of white girls wearing leggings and baggy sweatshirts and buying Starbucks is pretty true, and call me judgmental, but I think it's amusing to watch people walk by and just kind of go Oh, look. Another one...

Last thing, the U of A has these comfy chairs everywhere, so to sum it up, I've basically been curling up on cushy armchairs and couches reading... bliss. Today's recommended song is Dance of the Spirits of Earth by Gustav Holst from the music he wrote for the ballet 'The Perfect Fool.' It's evocative, to say the least, even if orchestral music isn't really your cup of tea.

Good luck to all my fellow seniors, hoping you enjoyed your first week as much as I did. Ciao